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Tuesday, September 28, 2010Y

a lil update after a million year

wow...wat a long long time since the last update haha....

current venue: Ipoh....*B's House"

Actually never tot of blogging de...but cant help myself haha....

Nowdays was be all the way with my work after graduation...currently still in The Westin Kuala Lumpur..just gt confirmed...thats why no time blog lo...gt time oso slp la haha....sorry bout that cuz i tot sleeping and chatting with the 1 u ove is more important than blog la...but however cant always neglect the blog de....cuz no matter how...when im alone or......hrm....bla bla bla...*anyhing la** haha...bloggie still is the place for me to voice out wateva i wan ma...

Sure wondering how come i gt time to blog leh....haha using b's lappie and im off for 4 days ma...wow so long didnt take a nice rest d after start working....hope a short trip back to Ipoh helps in relaxing my body..soul and mind haha....after a long time didnt blog or do assignment..my finger starts to NUMB haha....just dunno how to start a passage or blog d...

For this moment...i realize...if you dun learn fast and cause problem..ppl will start to point finger to you says that you DONT belong here...how sad??Thats real working life...it has been a strees...*i really mean it**working experience for me..maybe cuz im fresh grads ba...many things happen in this period..happy...sad...and meaningless...wonder why this will happen...but i hope is not goin to happen again la...no point facing it again wat...correct??

haiz...sometimes you just cant predict la..these period was quite hard for me cuz...nobody understand cuz i cant tell out everything i wan...the bad thing is i cant even blog it out...but...but...as a human...life is like a CLIMB.many ups and down..rocks and river and you are the only one that need to find the way to go through no matter how hard...things that u have to go through is a way to build the innerself...correct???Looks like im talking to myself..haha...no matter how...kinda boring la..blog without pictures haha..anyway gt time ni upload pics ba..**guess that will be another million years to blog again haha...

GTG..better spend time with baby than blog la..latter say i BERAT SEBELAH PULAK haha...

Anyeong***

11:03 PM

Tuesday, May 25, 2010Y

first day of nite shift^^

Anyeonghaseyo....wondering how come i can blog at this time? haha...my location now is at the back office of Westin KL...i just finish all mu nite shift's work with my buddy..."Hamzsar" he is a great teacher...^^ thk GOD that is him haha....anyway today is my first day of nite shift and things go on kinda OK for me...cuz somehow is my first time la...so kinda slow hehe..but its ok cuz my team leader"Faizal" told me dat "is ok to be slow as long as u are not lazy and things will be fine somehow in the future"

I think he is rite..cuz nobody is born as a smart person but if u are hardworking u are sure a smart person" hrm....sometimes my working environment taught me that" if u dunwan ppl to treat u badly..plz just treat ppl better as it will make ur life better" I mean nobody are born to be mean to everybody am i rite??? haiz...wen im frustrated with ppl...blogging is the oni way to express my word except than to my family and my darling haha...

Anyway nothing mush to say today cuz is just a beginning so...gtg..gonna visit frenz' bloggie and continue my work later...hotel line is not as easy as ppl think u know? but if u enjoy it, it will be FUN...

Anyeong!!

4:34 AM

Saturday, May 22, 2010Y

working is not as easy as we thought...

Anyeonghaseyo hehe...today was a not bad day for me,except wen GG actually asked me a question that i left the last zero out..how embarassing...haha..no worries cuz embarrassment actually helped me in rmbring the issues related...

hrm...im actually working here but business centre gt nobody..and i cant log on to my Facebook..so blogger is the only place for me 2 release my whole day mood...hrm...actually working is Westin is a great experience and its challenging...sometimes i don't request much but respect and tolerance between all of us..Doubtless there are many good ppl here but somehow there are still ppl who dont really like my existence...i think...i dont know am i thinking too far or narrow..but i just speak through wat i feel...no meaning of pointing anyone at the back...but i believe it really takes time...

Working is very diff with college life..no matter how good am i in communicating, presentation, having fun with frenz in college among frenz...working life is somehow harder...and i had actually realised how hard is my parents life in earning money for us to spend...therefore we as a child should really always put ourselves in our parents' shoes to ensure we understand them well...

but as wat i know, now days children really is a big disappointment of the society...whereby they only know how to spend future money without thinking twice on the value and worthiness..i was young before and i know youngster really like to try something new such as couple....is not that it is wrong to get to know more frenz and couple up..but after that we realised that is actually a waste of money...(parents money) but to tell the truth society now step too deep into the world of MATERIAL...until they don't realised the importance of spending wisely and so on...

As a normal KL girl...i love spending alot especially on clothes...but after working i know that shopping is fun but it must be control....and as a successful person we need to spend wat we should..nevertheless everyone have their specific needs and wants...but its all about planning the leisure and monitoring the money flow..so that we are not overspend and end up a ZERO amount in our account...

PS: wants can always be measure by how wise is a person is..and how u plan to fulfil your wants too

6:31 PM

Tuesday, May 18, 2010Y

more updates....

today and tommorow is my off day o....today went out and have lunch at SS2 with honey....and than baby brought me to consult a doc near Uptown...kinda exp leh...normal cough and running nose RM55...no choice la....2day outing reminds me4 of the day we went for Ip Man 2 at 1U....wow....after waited for so long i finally can watch Ip Man 2 haha...really nice and worth to watch....it teaches us about life and many more moral value..other than than...its kungfu choreography also amazed ppl from Ip Man and Ip Man 2 now..some ppl says that Ip Man is better but for me...both has their own stories and background....handsome and has KungFu background actor like Donny Yen really brings up the whole mood of watching action movie haha...seriously its a gud movie...

anyway...yesterday went for the STAR training at the 5th floor last min..tot of dunwan to go cuz is last min...not dat nice sud step into the room...but thoo bad that it is a must la...currently having a bad cough and i really make lotsza noice in the room...so sorry ppl...haha after some activities and sud i was boomed with question by my manager Pauline..seriously i was nervous...but luckily my answer stil correct kekez...and i really cant speak out my voice and i have to reapeat 2x..sobz...well im kinda happy somehow...that my buddy really taught me lotz of stuff and now im able to check in and out for guests....although not perfect but i will work it out...to proves that having me back in Westin is not a wrong decisionz hehe...

hrm..i guess thats all for now la...short but i think sufficient haha...justy took my med wanna rest bit...

oh ya...i think i gain weight d..so since im having a competition with my baby..i will work it out and wun dissapoint myself..

Rachel Aza Aza fighting...

Ps:must slim down!!! hehe

10:03 PM

Wednesday, April 28, 2010Y

my MeLaka Trip

Weird....cause as usual it should be my sleeping time now..haha but im totally awake...cant really sleep cause having a toothache...(it is killing me softly)..since can sleep well and talk well...guess its the best time for blogging^^

1stly before the trip..i received call frm HR..im finally EMPLOYED!!woohoo!!

okok..back to the main topic...MELAKA TRIP..although its not the first time..but goin there with baby was a totally different experience and memories...we walked all around Melaka City..amazingly we dun really know the road over there..but the Map that baby bought helps alot^^

and the Hallmark hotel over there totally knoced me out..they gt LCD flat screen man...cool huh? haha..not bad ya that hotel..and as u all know the temporary bas station is located at the Bukit Jalil..so waited for baby over there..

1st Day

firstly after Mcd breakfast with parents, i was sent to the LRT station...bought my ticket..but it was waytoo early wen i reached...so wat i can do is..hold my ticket and wait for the time to fly haha...as each train pass by...i looked at my watch(still early) so i continued wait...and finally 9am already..i quickly grab my bag and hop into the train...wat a lovely morning ^^

As i reached Bukit Jalil, it takes me on 20 minutes from titiwangsa..so it is out of my ETA...so i took my lovely time to go to the toilet, have a look at the mirror and den only walked to the station...so many ppl asking "mana pergi ah moi??" haha and i have to keep saying "dah ade ticket bang." den only they wun follow u all the way long..so i sat and waited for an hour+..sleepy but its ok..waiting for u was fine for me..

Tadaa..he reached and we were in the Transnational bus at PLatform7..we took the 11am bas but we actually bought the 12pm bas hehe...so had a lil camwhore with baby in the bas..mizz taking pic with him so much..as u know other than memories..pictures helps in keeping memories forever^^ too.

We reached around 1pm i think...or earlier than that..after bought the way back ticket...we grab our lunch at Jusco hehe..kinda near as it just need less than a km walking distance..it was a sunny day there..sweating d ^^but have fun wen we reached the mall.

camwhore while walking accross the bridge.

oh ya...and baby bought a spec too wen we reached the bas station..RM10 de spec..for normal wear o..(he really love specs no matter it is cheap or expensive)

this is the LCD im talking about hehe..never expected it know? cool....

After a nice bath..and a rest while tv is on...around 5+ we started our 1st day journey!
we walk around the famous mosque just located at the back of Hallmark...den we pass by some road and we found Jonker street hehe..and after knowing the shortcuts..the street is actually kinda near to the hotel.

pictures taken all the way before we reached jonker^^

Here we are!!

This is the famous Melaka chicken rice ball...otak-otak and chendol...very nice..but the chendol was way too sweet for me...haha

After a kinda full dinner..we continue walking...so many things to see and i wish to buy..but i didnt but all la...costly leh..i bought a pair of earing, a clip for sister and mummy as well...and baby bought me a lovely lil frame..simple but good enough for me^^ tq

and baby bought me the choc.coated grapes...yum yum.

and then we took a ride on the something that i called beca?haha..dunno the name la..so the pakcik bring us around the city famous location like the Melaka River, Taming Sari tower and many more...i guess my memory not dat good as i dun really rmb the location haha

Choo~Choo~

The Stadhuys

and guess wat?we walked all the way to satay capitol..but it was full until lots of ppl stading outside waiting for table...but luckily i gt backup plan hehe...we went to the Ban Li Hiang Satay way further down at Jalan Ong Kim Wee^^ and wat a good day...we gt seats and start eating again haha...luckily we didnt wait at the other shop..

2nd day
We woke up around 9am+ and after a simple bfast at the Hallmark Cafe..here we go again...hehe 1st to the chinese temple around..we also have a look at the little kampung around that best known with their house were made without any nail and the Hnag Jebat Makam too.

Pilot looking for direction haha

than we pass by the historical St.Xavier church...it was build during 18 someting....

and all the way back to the AFamosa..we passby the red building on the street..baby told me..it was left here originally by the portugese...without any renovation..
this is wat we ride yesterday hehe

Baby met with his primary skul fren while we are on the way to AFamosa..we walked and walked..damn hot man...sweat like the fountain burst haha

after all the climbs and walk we reached Afamosa...so we both doink all around and snap pics hehe...i forced him to snap kekez

Den we walked down and have a trip to the istana...only Rm2 per pax hehe...and gt free aircond for both of us^^

After that we went to the Mahkota Parade and Dataran Pahlawan Mall..we took our lunch there..Shilin and bubble tea hehe..very full...we fool around with specs and perfume..kekez...

this is us...haha

den we went to the muzium kecantikan something...look around the cultures and beauty they talk about...and snaps pic as usual...

i gt sunburn after that day..but my boyfren seems fine..not fair lo...

Finally the 3rd day...

Hrm..so fast huh? gt abit dunwan to go back haha...oh ya..nite before yesterday..we bought this same colour bracelet hehe...sweet things huh? i choose de leh...i guess no matter how simple the the thing is as long as it is a pair it is something sweet for me haha..and yesterday we went back to the satay celup again hehe...affordable dinner for both of us..den this morning baby tot of eating at the food court which located a kinda far distance away from hotel..but too bad..havent open..so we went back and ate Wantan Mee..haha

ruch for bas around 12+ as the road in Melaka was jam...but good enough that we manage to get into the nas before 1pm..so back to KL lu...took our lunch together near the Malay stall at B.Jalil..

and u knw wat?the Lrt system had a trouble that lead us into trouble as well...but luckily things go fine after awhile...so we both took the same train but baby leaved me at the Masjid Jamek...as his fren were waiting for him at the KL central...so i continued the journey...fortunelty dadi was free to pick me up at titiwangsa hehe...no nid stuff with crowds in the bas...^^

as soon as i reached home..i realized my sunburn gets more pain than i tot..but now was better already...but i get darker d..not nice lo..hrm..mz apply more whitening cream haha...and and....tadaa the lil frame baby bought for me...how lovely to have our pics on it...^^ muax

wow...time flies wen im blogging...its kinda late already...and toothache was better den just now..guess i better go to bed..

thx bloggie^^

nitez

11:31 PM

Wednesday, April 21, 2010Y

as simple as that?

i don't know how far a relationship will last..but how can a long one gone just like dat?

with just a word " i got no feeling towards u anymore" can just rub off the memories and love before? maybe it is normal for me last time..but guess not now...

realising how much he or she sacrificed for u, love u, always on ur side..do u still have the heart to say such mean words? i know human change..no wrong if it is gud and shows people that u are improving and i also know forcing to stay together is meaningless..but can it be that mean?hurting someone u should not? a lil protective heart broke just like dat...don't u feel bad for her? hrm.....i know is not rite to step into other people matter..but is a fren of mine..how can i just act normal?

well maybe im over sensitive? im not sure...is just maybe the way i look into a relationship is different compare to the past...and i also guess nobody realised that haha...other than blogging, i tell nobody and i don't think i need to....everyone have their own life path, own relationship, own problems...but as a fren..im here to become ur listener and accompany u whenever u need me...i believe other than soul mate..there is some frenz exist for life reason...

i saw one of my fren says"we don't need man to bring us happiness"

sometimes we should not conclude a matter so soon..as God created humans..do we happy alone? that will be way to pathetic rite? so sometimes there is a reason for everything exist in the universe...don't let the old perception covers your view..dare to love again (stand up my fren), dare to try, dare to dream isn't a bad choice....just don't limit yourself when u are able to pursue something important for u..^^

peace for life~chu

10:57 PM

Tuesday, April 20, 2010Y

Kami Prihatin

Lagu: S.Atan

Lirik: Habsah Hassan

Di dalam kandungan ibuku tersayang

Amannya kurasakan

Degupan jantungmu, jantungku

Irama penuh syahdu

Kuingin rasai kehangatan pelukan

Belaian kasih sayang

Kujaga dihari tuamu

Andai panjang usiaku

Namun hanya harapan tanpa suara

Didunia cuma seketika

Jasad kaku dibaluti kertas usang

Terbiar bagai sampah terbuang

Dimanakah ibu Dimanakah ayah

Bonekakah atau manusia

Anak tidak berdosa menjadi mangsa

Oleh hawa nafsu yang serakah

Tidak dapat dinafikan bahawa manusia kini semakin tidak berperikemanusiaan, sehingga sanggup membuang bayi kandungan sendiri. Salah laku yang menyebabkan anak yang tidak berdosa ini dilahirkan di dunia tanpa kasih sayang serta meniggalkan dunia serta merta tidak mungkin dapat diampunkan oleh mana-mana pihak. Sekiranya perkara yang tidak diingini telah berlaku bukan sahaja sekali, mengapakah kita mengulanginya? Tidak cukupkah nyawa yang berharga ini dibiarkan mati di tepi longkang?dalam sampah? dalam balang? dalam plastik? atas padang? Bukan mudah untuk kita melahirkan anak yang sihat tetapi mengapakah anda membuang nyawa yang dikurniakan oleh tuhan kita?

Seperti yang telah dikatakan, sudah cukup kita membuat kesilapan kenapa masih ditambahkan kesilapan? Kita sepatutnya belajar melalui kesilapan dan bukannya melakukannya lagi...adakah begitu susah untuk difahami? haiz....semakin hari semakin banyak bayi dibuang, inikah manusia?*memalukan* setuju?

4:37 PM